A 40-hour work week is
sustainable for the long haul with weekends and holidays. Sleep-deprivation
cannot be made up in one go and can have serious consequences, especially in
hazardous jobs. It is like stretching a rubber band; we never know when it will
snap. People wondered how terrorists in the 26/11 Mumbai attack sustained
themselves and fought for 60 hours at a stretch. Sometimes, there are so many things to be done, that we wish a day had more than 24 hours. Although I valued eight hours of snooze time that the human circadian rhythm needs, somebody's wish got fulfilled and I got my longest workday in IPKF
(Sri Lanka) that started one morning and ended when I went to bed 60 hours later.
Our Unit HQ was to move from Palalli in Jaffna to Paranthan and being junior-most Team-Commander, my Team was ‘packers and movers’ for HQ offices, stores, magazine, Officers’ Mess, canteen, etc. We packed and loaded the first day; drove through hostile areas at night; and unloaded/ set up the new camp next day. It rained the whole day while we dismantled tents, packed and loaded everything in trucks. The Army marches on its belly and the cookhouses were packed up last after dishing out hot lunch, dinner and packed haversack meals for everyone. My stuff was already packed, leaving nowhere to sneak a nap (even if it was possible); just like burning boats ruled out the temptation of retreat.
Our Unit HQ was to move from Palalli in Jaffna to Paranthan and being junior-most Team-Commander, my Team was ‘packers and movers’ for HQ offices, stores, magazine, Officers’ Mess, canteen, etc. We packed and loaded the first day; drove through hostile areas at night; and unloaded/ set up the new camp next day. It rained the whole day while we dismantled tents, packed and loaded everything in trucks. The Army marches on its belly and the cookhouses were packed up last after dishing out hot lunch, dinner and packed haversack meals for everyone. My stuff was already packed, leaving nowhere to sneak a nap (even if it was possible); just like burning boats ruled out the temptation of retreat.
The move was planned at night
to avoid being ambushed. The day’s drizzle turned into a heavy downpour at
night. We started after briefing the troops on a myriad of contingencies. I led
the convoy in an open Jonga and we drove all night, with everyone on guard for
self protection. Before dawn we crossed Elephant-Pass that linked the Sri Lankan
mainland with Jaffna Peninsula and reached Paranthan at daybreak. I was completely
soaked despite my raincoat. The rain continued next day as we unloaded stores,
pitched tents and set-up the new camp. Located bang on a busy public
thoroughfare road, guarding it 24X7 was a nightmare.
I looked forward to some food
and rest after the day’s work, when Adjutant ordered me out on a foot patrol
that could take at least a few hours. ‘Business continuity’ was crucial and a break
was out of the question. My men had worked nonstop for 36 hours, which I assumed
was the limit; and felt they were not fit for patrolling, which demanded complete
alertness. When I tried to reason it out, Adjutant said these were CO’s orders
and that I could speak to him. CO was disappointed and asked to meet the men.
He addressed them with just three sentences; “Your Team Commander tells me you
are not fit for patrolling. I want you to go. Are you ready?” to which they all
chorused “Yes Sir” in complete unison. I had assumed they would support my
stand and was most embarrassed when CO rubbed it in with “See Vaidya, your men
are ready”.
Flashback to a few months before
I joined the unit; my Team had been surrounded by militants for over 24 hours. They
were running out of ammunition and faced the prospect of being massacred next
day if not extricated to safety. CO decided to save ‘his’ men and accompanied a
troop of tanks led by Maj Kaul. A railway line that led straight to their location
was the best navigation aid and least likely to be mined; but they had to fight
their way through stiff opposition. CO was sitting on the turret of a T-72 tank
as there was no space inside, when a rocket propelled grenade hit the tank. Both
officers were wounded, but they carried on undaunted, linked up with the
beleaguered Team and brought them back to safety (both got gallantry awards).
During an earlier tenure
when I had served with CO, an AN-12 flight was scheduled in the morning for
anti-hijack training at Bombay. I was reconciled to miss the trip as I had a promotion
exam that morning, but I came out of the exam hall to find a DR (motorcycle Dispatch
Rider) waiting for me with news that the flight was rescheduled. CO had
postponed the departure so I could join them. I sent home word that I would be
back two days later and was ready to go with a toothbrush and soap from the
canteen. My woolen ‘Angola’ shirt was hot for Mumbai and I sweated two nights trying
out some interesting anti-hijack drills in a parked airliner. CO was an
exemplary leader worthy of dying for and it was a privilege to work with him.
Back in Paranthan, we went
patrolling after 36 hours of continuous mundane work, not knowing that we would
be on our toes for another 24 hours. A paratrooper may have second thoughts before
a jump till ‘Yellow On’, but all hesitation disappears at ‘Green On’. Now it
was ‘Green On’ for our patrolling; we chose an impromptu cross-country route
and moved out into the darkness and light drizzle, hoping to return quickly.
‘Man proposes and God disposes’ and it turned out to be quite an action packed night.
Being unfamiliar with the maps and area, we made a navigation error and found
ourselves close to a raised road passing through paddy fields, trying to figure
out where we were.
Just then a man came along on
a bicycle with a bottle of toddy; we jumped out from the dark and caught him. Locals
may know about militant activity in the area, but never volunteered information
to us, so I threatened to choke (and kill) him on his toddy. (An
over-enthusiastic senior had once pushed me on my back and pinched my nose to make
me finish a bottle of beer in one go, which would have surely choked me). Our
demeanor, the darkness, rain, the graphic description our method and how it would
not raise suspicion against us; all convinced ‘Toddy-man’ we were desperate. He
panicked and agreed to lead us to a militant sleeping in a house nearby.
Just then, two vehicles’
headlights approached us on the road. Vehicles did not normally move at night
and assuming they were militants we quickly laid an ambush, using the bicycle to
stop the vehicles in our kill zone. When they halted, we realized from their
sound that they were IPKF vehicles; someone shouted orders and soldiers advanced
towards us in assault line formation. Too late, I realized it was the local MADRAS
Unit. We had not liaised with them on arrival and didn’t know their activity.
The cocking of SLRs pointed at us was most scary as I knew the devastating effect
of 7.62x51mm bullets. All the options of reaction, i.e., ‘Fight, Flight or
Freeze’ were ruled out; Fight, as we knew they were friends (but they didn’t
know us); Flight was impossible; and Freeze was fatal as they would reach us
shortly.
I was responsible for the consequence
and had to defuse the situation immediately. On an impulse I stood up in the
glare of the lead vehicle’s headlights with one arm raised and my Kalashnikov
pointed down non-threateningly; and shouted “We are PARAs and they are MADRAS, DO
NOT SHOOT”. Being illuminated like a night-firing target, I was most likely to be
shot first if anyone panicked. I was relieved that the tension eased; otherwise
it would have been impossible to stop the fratricide if firing had started. The
silence that followed was so intense that I could almost sense their safety
catches being engaged. This touch-and-go situation was fortunately averted; we
introduced ourselves as new kids in the block and moved on for the promised
militant.
It is said that destiny
favors the brave. The bad weather and rain had made the village dogs ineffective
and they did not bark at our presence, which enabled us to surround the indicated
house with complete surprise and nab a stocky militant called ‘Putta’. He put
up a stiff struggle and probably tried to use his cyanide capsule, but we
managed to wrestle him down. (We are ‘swift, silent and deadly’). Meanwhile,
helpful ‘toddy-man’ was allowed to disappear with his toddy, grateful to be
alive. When interrogated, Putta told us about a large group of armed militants
at Shivam Kovil and agreed to take us there. He cooperated rather easily, but
could not explain landmarks or maps, giving an impression that he was intellectually
impaired. He was actually buying time and taking us for a royal ride so that his
militant friends could remove caches potentially compromised by his capture.
I informed Battalion HQ about
the captured militant and his information. Since my patrol had only 25 men, reinforcements
were needed to take on the militants expected at Shivam Kovil. All personnel
(including CO) joined us for the anticipated fight ahead, which gave a morbid
sense of revenge at pulling them all out of the camp. We walked all night and
half the next day, and reached Shivam Kovil to find it completely deserted.
We generally carried enough
food for our operations and replenishment was done if the planned duration was
extended. The first day would be cooked food (puris, dry vegetables, pickles
and boiled eggs), which could spoil fast; the next two days had dry rations
(rice, pulses, salt, spices, oil, onions and potatoes) to be cooked during
halts; and emergency rations were shakarpara (fried chips of wheat-flour, milk
powder, sugar and eggs) and a handful of dry peanuts and gram each (ideally soaked
overnight). Walking with loads was hard work and we supplemented haversack
reserves whenever possible by living off the land. A group is as strong as the
weakest individual and we shared our food because even one liability due to
lack of nourishment was unacceptable. We carried everything we needed, which gave
everything a special value.
We expected to return in a
few hours, so we didn’t have the usual rations this time and were short of food.
Our Commander came to visit us in a chopper along with cooked food and we
marked a Landing Zone on level ground for the chopper. I was guiding its
landing and during the last stage of descent was taken completely by surprise
when the pilot suddenly veered off towards another spot that probably looked
better from the air. This area was actually sloping and could have caused a
serious accident if the spinning rotors hit the ground. There was no time to lose
and I used some desperate improvised signals to ensure it landed at our marked LZ.
After landing, the pilot saw his chosen spot and realized that it was indeed a
close shave.
We
called off the wild goose chase and started back for our brand new camp after
the midday meal. Our camp was due north-west, so we kept the setting Sun to our
half-left and marched on. When we operating self-contained in jungles for three
days and two nights at a stretch, it was impossible to walk at night, and we
slept on groundsheets with water-bottles as headrests. However, I am confident
that my head didn’t touch a pillow (or water-bottle headrest) for these 60
hours and I don’t recall ‘sleeping’ at all. This experience made me realize that
mental endurance prevails over physical toughness. Maybe we could have carried
on a little longer.
When going gets tough, the tough gets going. Great effort and credit to your motivation, must be the NDA training that kept you on feet. I sob to see our civilian friends take two minutes to compare a constable to a soldier, CPFs to Armed Forces. I also had a tough week during an excercise when my CO decide to give me a feel of battle. A story I am trying to forget for last 35 years.
ReplyDeleteThanks Raj, your words encourage me to plod on and write.
DeleteExcellent stories , Para! The most electrifying is when you diffused the standoff with the MADRAS bn- I am convinced it is because of the many eggs you pinched off my breakfast plate at the academy! Waiting to thump your back and pump your hand when we meet in Dec..
ReplyDeleteThanks Neeraj, The eggs and other stuff I pinched from you (and a few others) gave me the right atmosphere of friendship and camaraderie to grow and do what I felt was right. Your words are most encouraging
DeleteGreat write up. I could well relate to the terrain, tactical situation and the 'enemy' .... BTW, how many of you were decorated after this action ?
ReplyDeleteThanks Murali, A lot of work is just done because it needs to be done. I never really believed in awards. It is different that I got one much later. Thanks for your kind words.
DeleteSatish keep them coming. Its always a pleasure to read your posts. It nice that some of these will remain living history. I wish the nation could see what commitment is; as you and your colleagues would have consistently displayed. As for the unreasonable demands of Commanding Officers, we could debate the issues. Your concerns were genuine and motivated by safety concerns for your men. Tired men may not have the same responses. While this experience had a happy ending save for the beating your morale would have taken what if things had not gone that way. Perhaps we need to look deeper into this.
ReplyDeleteThanks again for sharing this. Incidentally, I find it difficult to shake off the retarded tag at home ever since your post in the Readers digest.
Best always,
Jaideep
Thanks Jaideep, your words are most encouraging. I plan to write of more experiences, hoping someone benefits from them by avoiding some mistakes. Thanks again
DeleteThis write up exemplifies the aspect of mind over matter. The character of the CO when he asked your team if they would go delivered two key messages to them - firstly you had taken their concern to the CO and yet there was a task that lay ahead and thus secondly their response to go on. And there are still some nuggets that lie contained in the write up; others will pick them up :-).
ReplyDeleteThanks Ashwini, Thanks for your encouraging words. It has always been hard being a maverick. I've tried to explain only my experience, but with hindsight (which is always 6/6)
DeleteSatish beautiful write up about great action.I can just imagine. As in Navy ,Bravo Zulu
ReplyDeleteThanks JD, am humbled
DeleteSatish beautiful write up about great action.I can just imagine. As in Navy ,Bravo Zulu
ReplyDeleteSam, I have been trying to read this article for three days now, but some interruption or the other kept taking me away. Today I decided to stick and now I realize what I was missing. Hats off to you for the daring 'surrender' to the MADRAS Regt. I am sure you have been an inspiration to your men during your service.
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